MEMEMEMEMEMEME!!! Meeeeeee!!!

Seriously, I do...

I wish I oculd update ya'll on everything that's going on... there's good news and bad news... where shall i start? Bad news? Alright:

My grandmother (who lives with us) is not in very good shape at the mo.. she's in critical condition at the hospital, and I'm not going into the details on here of how and why and the events prior to this incident, I'll just have to note my closest friends personally and talk to them...

As a result my mom is always at the hospital and sleeps there most of the times (it's her mom) and my dad doesn't come home till dinner time I'm alone at home most of the time and I'm just overwhelmed with schoolwork. I failed math and nearly failed physics at midterm and I'm working overtime to bring my grades up (especially since physics is a higher subject for me) so I barely have any time to rest. Wake up, go to school, work work work, get home, work work work, eat dinner, sleep. I'm so exhausted i sleep as early as 9.00 these days... it's so bad... I wish I had more time to come online and talk to you guys, view your artwoek, update on what ya'll are doing as well, but unfortunately I'm not blessed with enough time...

However, if I move onto the good news, that doesn't mean I've stopped with my artwork... far from it! As you've seen, I've done a painting.. took me nearly a month to complete it, but I've done it... as well as little sketches here and there... and my big achievement and discovery is finding my true calling when it comes to my artwork... Working in response to music... I've been listening to different songs - give me ANY song!! and i can come up with a drawing, an image, that rises from that song, the lyrics, the music, the flow, the words... That's what I've been doing lately. Although it's been hard to get online to put it up I've still got em stocked up.

As well, advancing with my He poems and writing Liquid Thoughts. I know my gallery's just suddenly gone on hold, but doesn't mean the artwork's not there sorry guys, but I'm trying to get my priorities straight schoolwise... I've been trying to get my university options straight as well, and Canada's actually looking pretty good at the mo... I don't know, I'm still looking...

Oooooh!!! Biggest piece if good news!! I've been picked to join the MODEL UNITED NATIONS IN GENEVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ooooh I worked for nearly a MONTH trying to get in and they only pick 4 students and i was selected!!! We go in exactly 3 weeks from today (7th of december) and i'm SO excited!! i've never seen snow and I can't wait to! And to meet all these intellectual people from all around the world to do our own Student's League of Nations and to sit in the big hall for our conferences... EEEEEEK i'm SO excited!! Shit, I've never had winter clothes before, I'm gonna need to do some serious shopping (although I'm not a shopper )

*Ahem* So after all that, I'm really sorry guys.. I'll note you individually, hopefully in the near future, okay? Love you all!

xxxxx

MizzFWA